wants and needs

"Wants and needs. Wants AND needs. WANTS AND NEEDS." I can hear my parents, repeatedly, in my memory equally as much as "Did you vacuum the steps?" I guess it has always been my problem. Ever since I wanted to run after I learned how to crawl. I know that I need to be challenged as far as my personality. I'm just teetering on the reason why I feel so overwhelmed when I'm in that position.

see what happens?

I spend a lot of time in my car (as I have mentioned before) driving back and forth to work and the barn. I have great moments of creative writing ideas come to me while on my way back home after leaving the barn in the evenings. The things I think about writing fall in a wide range of topics from my personal feelings to why Britney keeps wearing those damn cowboy boots.

I have series of photos lined up for these dramatic posts then I sit down here and after doing some work end up swimming in myspace for a few hours. Yes, I said hours. See what happens? no posts on this blog since December. My creative genius ideas are forgotten. But thank god I know what my friend number 35 is doing RIGHT NOW.